Awful. I informed Dr Hugo Benito that I was very scared of doing a biopsy, and that I needed it to be a Friday so that I can rest the next day, and to warn me when it will be so that I can get someone to come with me. I got an appointment on a Tuesday without knowing what it was for, ended up being for a biopsy. Stupidly I trusted that it wasn't a big deal and agreed to do it anyway. It was just me and him in a dark room, no female nurse to be a witness and support me. Remembering the last time he put a speculum in me, I was tense, because the last time he scratched me with it and I had pain for several days afterwards. Today was no different. He shoved the speculum in without lubrication and I could feel it make a scratch inside me. It was stinging and burning and I asked him if it was supposed to be so painful, hoping he would adjust it to ease the pain. In typical male doctor fashion he said "yes you're supposed to feel some pressure" even though I told him I am feeling PAIN, not pressure, and just kept going. He kept scraping my vaginal wall with dry gauze and it was extremely painful, not at all what I had been told it would be like, it felt like someone shoving and yanking a dry tampon. When I winced in pain and had wide panicked eyes he said "I should take a picture so you can see the FUNNY faces you are making!". He took a first biopsy, then mockingly said "did it hurt?" I told him the gauze going in and out is hurting me more. He took a second biopsy, not super painful, but the pain of the speculum kept getting worse. Another gauze, it stung, I wince and groan, he says "girlie, you know it's just a gauze!" as if that made it less painful. I started having a panic attack and crying. He asked me what was wrong and I was in such a panic I was unable to respond, and he just ignored the fact that I was panicking so much that I couldn't speak, he didn't stop, he didn't adjust anything, nothing. I felt alone, mocked, betrayed and like he didn't care at all that he was hurting me. When I was finally able to collect myself enough to respond again I said "It hurts, its burning and stinging" because that's what it felt like, it felt like when someone is touching a rug burn, constantly, getting worse and worse. His response: "No no, it doesn't hurt". He brazenly moved the speculum around like I was a doll without nerve endings, dry and abrasive. Three more rounds of gauze, more pain, more ignoring me, no adjustments to make me more comfortable. When I got home it kept burning, I had to go to the emergency room to have them check me for cuts because the pain was so bad. It's now the next day and it still hurts, I've inspected the area myself and I can see I have a small abrasion and a friction burn, it burns and is starting to itch like when a wound is healing and itching, it's making it uncomfortable to walk and sit. I am traumatised, I don't want to ever get a biopsy again in my life, and I never want to see him again.